OF FRIENDSHIP & SELFISHNESS

Perghh.. Tajuk x boleh blah betui...
Tapi apa yg aku nak blogkan ni mmg ada kena mengena dengan tajuk pun..
Semenjak ada FB ni, aku pasti most of us reconnect dengan member2 lama.. i.e. member skolah rendah, sekolah menengah, matrix, U, and banyak lagi lah.

Same goes for me. X kisah le kita rapat or x masa dulu, thru FB kita jalin kembali ukhuwwah.
Dalam pada menjalinkan ukhuwwah, x kurang jugak yg tanpa segan silu, since dah tau yg skrg ni i work as an English teacher, meminta bantuan in translating her assignments. Being me, I tried my level best to help my friend without expecting anything in return.

Tapi bila menjelang Ramdhan & Syawal, aku buka FB tgk2 this so called friend ada buat Jamuan Berbuka Puasa lah, Jamuan Hari Raya lah and I was not invited. Of course as seorang insan biasa yg punya hati n perasaan, sedikit sebanyak terlintas dalam fikiran, camni rupanya kawan... Bila susah cari aku.. Bila senang.. Lupa terus.

Of course ler, kalau dijemput pun I may not be able to go. But that is not the point. It's the thought that counts... But maybe people think differently. Whatever it is, I am not mad at her. I'm just sad and terkilan dgn sikap dia.

I wasn't expecting anything from her. But since dia jemput kawan2 lain, it makes me wonder gak ler.. What kind of person is she?

I guess next time I shouldn't be helping someone yg x penah rapat sgt dgn aku. Setakat rakan satu sekolah je.. Baik tak payah tolong unless he or she was someone close to me..